Just having one of those days. I am a two time cancer survivor. Within the past week, I have had three friends that have taken a turn for the worse in the cancer journey and my friend’s dad died from cancer. It makes my heart ache. My two out of the three friends that have taken the turn are 18 and 17. The other one is 22, almost 23. It is TOO young! It breaks my heart to know that they may never get to get married or have a family or have fun at all. The worst part is that two of them don’t even live in town so I can’t be with them.
I sometimes feel bad that I am healthy. Is that normal? I know that God has a plan for everything that happens. But sometimes I wonder why them and not me? It kills me to see the families. They are just heartbroken. I just don’t like that some of my best friends may not be here anymore. I have already lost three close friends to cancer! It is AWFUL!
I guess at this point in time, all I can do is continue to pray for them and be there for them as much as possible.