Chemo, love hate relationship.
I hate chemo. I hate it so much, the nausea, the jelly knees, the fatigue, the vomitting, the hair in the bottom of the shower and all over my pillow and in my hands. There are so many terrible side effects, the cure can be worse than the disease.
However, its the cure, and it will make me better. Its the only thing that will get rid of the cancer, and its helping me.
Its very weird to hate the thing saving your life this much.