Just one of those days :/
I wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, from which I’ll never part.………God has you in his arms, I have you in my heart!
I lost two of my best friends to cancer. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about them. I lost one of them about 6 years ago when we were both 10. One day she just stopped coming to school. Then I found out what happened. I was crushed to know that my best friend was gone. I was just starting to come through when I got diagnosed 2 years ago with cancer. I met two of my best friends through having cancer.
I went through treatment last summer with one of them. We were in the hospital together and got to spend alot of time together. So many memories. Then he got so sick and couldnt fight anymore. He passed away the day after Christmas this last year. It has been a very hard 6 months. It has not been the same. I feel so empty.
I know that they are watching over me. I know they would be proud that I have fought cancer and beat it! I just wish I could have one more moment with them.
RIP Matthew and Brittany. You are both greatly missed and loved. You are always in my heart. <3