UGH! what to do…..
hmmm so i am 3 years in remission and had a ewings sarcoma in my right femur and hip. i had a year of chemo and a prosthesis (fake bone) put in. it has now broken and since been declared ‘faulty’ and i am havign surgery in 2 weeks! i am really not sure how to feel about it…… it brings back memories of friends that are no longer here and i am ok with it one moment and havign nightmares and waking up crying in my sleep or having mini break downs just randomly.. anyone feelign the same at the moment?? im kinda feelign a bit lost!!!